And so castles made of sand melt into the sea eventually.
–Jimi Hendrix 

Today I woke up grumpy…I don’t know why…but it started with me waking up late….I jumped in the shower….decided I was gonna wear my grey pants w/ my black and grey sweater…..dried off…put on my black over the shouldber boulder holder, my black tank, my black and grey sweater, then my knickers (I just love saying that), as I looked for my grey pants…I couldn’t find them…I started digging through my closet….(if you’ve seen my closet, you know what I mean) as I’m digging…I realized that I gave them to Prisma to hem….so I go for my “or” as JC would say…I put on my black trusties, and my black and white argoyle sweater, along with my black mules…not my first choice of outfits…but it’ll do…I rush on to work in the “White Lightening” my 2001 Mercedes c230 that has transmission problems and thrusts when it pleases….I lug 3 bags into work…feeling like a bag lady….Why 3 bags you ask? I knew you were going to ask…1 bag is for my laptop (I’ve been working late and like to watch movies late when I work) 2nd bag contains my lunch and water for the day, 3rd bag is my purse or life rather…it contains EVERYTHING!!  Okay so I get to work 4 min. late…nobody cares and nobody says anything because I have a look of “I’m sick, I’m frustrated, and don’t phuck w/ me!” on my face.   I finally settle in and make an announcement to my “quad” -the 4 cubi’s around me….I tell everyone that I’m in a grumpy mood and I’m sick and I’m just not to be messed w/ today unless they want to get their head chewed off.  So there…I’ve apologized in advanced for my bitchiness….

I think I’m subconciously sad, grumpy, depressed…because it’s winter and I hate being alone…bah humbug!