I am somoene who is looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can’t-live-without-each-other love – Carrie Bradshaw

So….this morning I joined a dating website. Ha!! I guess if you want love you have be willing to go out there in search of it.  I’m not so sure about my matches.  I also don’t know how seriously I’ll take it.  I’m kinda iffy about the whole thing….but so and so knows so and so and the met online and they are happily married.  I’ve heard that about a million times in the past couple of weeks.  I’m just so tired of being single and I’m ready to get on w/ my “real” life and start a family and have kids. 

It’s kinda hard b/c I fell so hard for Chicago and I think I’ll probably end up comparing everyone to him.  He’s been making his space and I know he doesn’t feel the same way I do about him.  However,  I know I can’t make someone love me….all I can do is be someone who can be loved.