I don’t know if it’s these new pills I’m taking, my work stress, or a number of many other things that are goin thru my head that has me going coo coo for co co puffs!! Seriosly, it seems like everyone who even tries to talk to me makes me cringe! I have to mentally tell myself to take a breather…who does that? I mean seriously…I know I bring on my own stress.  I do it to myself!! I start thinking and thinking and thinking…sometimes it keeps me up all night just thinking about random thoughts that don’t even make sense.  I have however purchased one of those “sleep masks” that cover your eyes…this has done wonders for me.   I sleep in complete darkness and I love it.  Normally even a hint of a light keeps me up, like the little flashing light on my computer,  but now…I am sleeping like a baby.  I love it.  I’ve been eating breakfast, I’ve been working out,  it’s not that time of the month….so I can’t figure for the life of me what has me goin nuts!  It has to be one of those hormonial things that women were born with.  Sux!!

This morning I woke up in a frantic because I hadn’t heard from Chicago.  I mean he’s a grown man, he’s not my boyfriend, and he’s 3 states away.  I’ve just grown accustomed to his morning wake up texts and there has been 2 occurances where I didn’t hear from him and there was something wrong…so I just assumed the worse.  On any normal day I wouldn’t have even sweatted it.  Sweatted is that a word?  Anywhoo….so I texted him around 8:45am and got no answer so I started worrying….Luckily he called me a little after saying he was just not feeling well.  I mean seriously, what has me all knotted up and on the edge of my seat?

I can’t wait till my deadline @ work is over and I can relax….like I said, I do this to myself all the time.