One of my ex’s found me today on im.  It was nice talkin to him and catching up.   We dated for almost 5 years and practically grew up together.  Chatting w/ him today, made me realize how much I’ve grown.  The girl I was is so different from the woman I am.  I used to be so insecure and lost.  So vulnerable and naive.  So willing to change who I was for the sake of making someone else happy, but I was unhappy. 

I guess it took dating alot of bad boys for me to grow up and appreciate a good man.  I truly believe it’s all about timing too.  The timing was always off.  Maybe it’s still not exactly right….who knows.