Blog blog blog…what to blog about…let’s see…last night I watched Primetime when I got home…it was called “What would you do?” They had different situations and would see what ppls reactions would be. One situation was where a best man spots his best friend’s fiance cheating @ a restaurant. The best man was so nervous to tell his bff he was almost in tears. He told his bff that if he really loves his fiance he won’t yell at her or call her names, but he’ll fight for her and try everything he can to win her back. I thought that was so awesome. Not that I condone cheating, but I think some things are worth fighting for. Talked to Chicago for a little bit last night…I like him alot and it scares me. I don’t like putting my heart on the line….what scares me is the fact that I don’t even “really” know him, yet I’ve allowed myself to have such deep feelings for him. I don’t know if it’s my own insecurities or the fact that I’ve been hurt so much that makes me want to push away. I think I still have some soul-searching to do. JC called me this morning at 6am….I looked @ my phone w/ one eye open and hit the “ignore” button w/ all the strength I could muster up. Then he called again @ 7:30 am….”ignore”….7:45am…”ignore”…..8:00am…Alright already….I finally answered…he was @ the chiropractor’s office in the waiting room. He loves to call me when he’s bored….Anywhoo he was telling me how he has waited forever and has been pacing back and forth waiting for the doctor to come in w/ his nalgas (bum in spanish) hangin out of his nightgown….My morning laugh is enough to make me wake up anytime! I love those days when I wake up early enough to do my hair just right, my make-up looks immaculate, and I happen to pick out the cutest outfit that has yet to be worn. Looking good always makes the day better. I decided to skip my morning indulgence of the BK hamlet…and went to the YMCA to have an egg-white breakfast taco…soooo good and healthy…but to my dismay, they were all gone. So I’m sitting here typing while my stomach is growling like crazy!!Just got news that my East Coast Bff is engaged!! I met her future hubby and he’s a cutie. He loves her to pieces and she feels the same way. I’m sure they’ll live happily ever after….Goin to Los Cucos for lunch w/ T.Word….She’s taking me out for my bday lunch..ahahah!! It still continues!! We also need to catch up on the world we live in and life in general….

Why you pushing him away girl? I say that’s life, keep going at it. If you get hurt grab a band aid. A guy can always make you cry, but thats why you have girlfriends that can make you laugh.