Had a wonderful day today with the family…..this morning the kids opened all of their gifts and the look in their eyes when they opened each present was something that will always be remembered.  I love my neices and nephew so much and treasure every minute with them.  I can’t wait to have kids of my own.  After spending Christmas @ my parent’s we went to my uncle and aunt’s place where my mom’s side of the extended family were.  We  had such a good time…played Trivial Pursuit and laughed so hard….I love getting together with my family, I wish I had someone to share the good times with.  I finally got home to my lonely apartment around 7pm and the feeling comes back…the dreaded LONELINESS….I hate it….I was bored and I guess the fact that I have the next day off doesn’t help.  I called and texted all of my friends in desperation of needing to get out ASAP before I go completely nuts…and finally my friend Paul called me and asked if I wanted to go to the movies.  Thank God!! We went to see Juno….it was a cute and pretty funny movie….then again….I came home alone…my next alternative to being bored in my apartment again….bring out my Sex and the City set….I re-watched episodes 1-4 again….and all better!!! Damn I love that show….